THE CHEESE HAS BANNED ME TO ROT IN PATHETIC FLESH

Feels like the every 1.5 person in [ANY ROBOT CONTAINING] fandom desires to fully be a machine. Me too, beep beep

I have not many friends irl + mostly I communicate online. At uni groupmates communicate, but mostly for jokes or help. But there are many cool people.

The desire within me is hurting me sometimes: I WANT TO TALK WITH GIRLS MORE. Somehow my life managed to make me talk and friend in 99% cases with males. I am the dyke in this harem of any type of boys. I wonder why I am still cis and woman. However I never suffered from being fallen in someone, cuz all my crushes are from games/animations. HEHEHE. I DO WRITE SELFSHIP FICS. Hear me out... Ultrakill... School AU (imagine 2-s but extended)... Female Swordsmachine. She likes studying about humans, scavenging stuff, watch anime and draw. No, this is NOT what I act like (I am a sweaty nerdy gaymer who codes and draw). The AU where you are a human that pretends to be a machine, cuz you may be dried out [BLOOD IS FUEL]. And you stumble onto her. And she gets attached to you for your 'weird behavior for a machine' and for your knowlegde about humans. NOT A FETISH... However... Perhaps, I'll write a fic one day on Ao3. Perhaps. Mein english is not good (but still, I write this with no translator, do not worry, with my native lang I do make A LOT of logic mistakes, I have an autism).

I NEED TO MAKE A NOVEL ONE DAY

I cannot draw a lot. I am a coder, not artist. I draw only for fun and porn. Python is easy as fuck, but when I draw I NEED to draw every wire at their best quality. CUZ I GET HORNY AS FUCK AT THE SIGHT OF BAD MAINTAINED CABLES OF MACHINES. Hear me out. Factories. Mechs. Robots. NEED TO GET INSIDE AND NOM NOM DA WIRESSS. Will I surprise you that by my own sexual deviations I got place at the uni? I want to work with puters and maintain them. Mew Mew Mew.

I did draw a V1 bodypillow... but still, Swordsmachine my beloved. The reason that for bodypillow art I chosen V1 is "IT DOES NOT FIT MY PREFERENCES" + I need to explain the giant french frie in my bed and why I moan near it. I still simp for it. For 4th year. HOWEVER, I think to actually draw Swordsmachine bodypillow, cuz... eh... ah... a-ah... mph... ah... eh...

Look. I have a small cray figure of it on my table and I do love it.
I regually smooch it daily ^w^
NO, I DID NOT PUT IT IN A JAR